There was a time in my life when I couldn’t understand why I was suddenly drawn to things that didn’t align with who I believed myself to be. As a straight woman, I found myself consumed by urges and curiosities that felt foreign to my spirit—watching gay and trans porn, engaging in habits that didn’t reflect my true essence. I had always been a social drinker, but during a particular relationship, alcohol and weed became more than just weekend indulgences. They became daily rituals—unhealthy coping mechanisms wrapped in a toxic bond.
At the time, I was vibrating low, and I attracted men who mirrored that energy. Men who were hiding addictions, criminal pasts, and sexual confusion. What I didn’t realize was that my own spiritual gift of sensitivity had turned into a curse because I hadn’t yet learned how to protect it.
It took time, pain, and a brutal spiritual awakening for me to realize what was really happening: I was spiritually tied to the men I was intimate with. And through those soul ties, I began to absorb pieces of their hidden selves—things they were too afraid to speak aloud.
The food I craved, the addictions I battled, and even my sexual urges were often not my own. They were theirs. I was energetically intertwined with men who carried deep secrets, unhealed trauma, and demonic attachments—and those attachments attached themselves to me. That’s the unseen power of soul ties. They don’t just linger; they embed themselves into your thoughts, emotions, and desires.
I remember experiencing a powerful spiritual deliverance—an exorcism that removed a spirit, a parasitic entity, that had latched onto me. In that moment, I felt something lift. I felt the release. But what I didn’t realize then was that while the demonic attachment had been removed from me, I remained soul-tied to the carrier—the very person who introduced that energy into my life.
And because of that soul tie, things didn’t get better. They got worse. I was spiritually free, but still emotionally and energetically entangled with someone who continued to pour poison into my life and secretly put poison in my food and drinks. It taught me that deliverance is only part of the healing—true freedom comes when you also cut the cord to the source of your suffering.
What started as connection turned into a trauma bond that tethered me to an old version of myself I was meant to outgrow. That lifestyle no longer resonated with the calling God placed on my life. I wasn’t just misaligned—I was spiritually out of position. The deeper I went into that life, the further I drifted from the throne God designed for me to sit on.
I would wake up carrying emotional weight that wasn’t mine. I fantasized about things that didn’t resonate with my spirit. I began to recognize that something was off—and eventually, it all came back to the soul ties. The connections. The energetic contracts I never consented to but became bound by.
I could feel their secrets. I could feel other women. I could sense betrayal, lies, and deceit—especially around the full moon, when hidden energy and emotions rise to the surface. What I thought were just “gut feelings” were my spiritual gifts screaming at me to listen. I later learned that moon rituals and sex rituals were being performed during his affairs—designed to siphon my energy and use me as a spiritual sacrifice. The men in my past were energy vampires, and I was their supply.
Be mindful of who you allow into your body and spirit. Soul ties are real, and they don’t break just because the relationship ends. Their secrets can become your struggles if you don’t reclaim your power, cleanse your energy, and protect your spirit.
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